when joyful they are elated. and yet when Capricorn are melancholy, they can become more gloomy than the whole zodiac combined. they usually find no logical framework to justify their emotions with - and this only leaves them more confused and miserable
- Capricorn (zodiacsociety)
just bc someone has low self esteem or has depression doesnt mean theyre not fucking disgusting and manipulative and i keep having to learn this lesson over and over
If someone uses their mental illnesses as an excuse to hurt you without apologizing you get the fuck out of there. My abuser would use it as an excuse and make me feel guilty for my hurt feelings because it wasn’t his fault he was cruel to me.
==>You throw a line and it goes right over his head. It isn’t for you to help with, a little low blood like you wouldn’t be able to do much anyways. You shake your head, please forget it. There’s no point. If you’d been braver at the start, maybe none of this would be happening, but there are you still making mistakes.
I’M SORRY PURRLOZ, I WAS JUST THINKING ALOUD. NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT!
==> You don’t want to forget. There was something she asked, and she was worried about it. Easier to clear it up than have it resurface again later, so you rub her back with the hand still on her and sign again. You shake your head.
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okay but tbqh black tea is the best kind so
==>There’s three perigees worth of kissing to make up, and you want to kiss him until the end of time when he’d put a stop to it all. You keep his face to yours when his hands leave you, pressing your lips to his chin, his cheeks, and back to his lips were you give a gentle tug on the stitches. He’s lost weight, his hair is long. And you’re sure he’s still using the needle. You’ve seen them call him beautiful, but a falling star can only shine so bright before it goes out. You wrap your arms around him, you said no more making things hard.
PURRLOZ, DO MEW STILL…?
==>Its a hard question to phrase, even more so when you know the answer. You want to help, but you don’t know how. You’ve read that people can become violent, and your greatest sin against him is the fear that keeps you back.
SORRY, A KITTEN JUST WORRIES SOMETIMES.
==> She’s granting you so much affection, and all you can do is pet her in return and sigh with the tugging of your stitches. You could feel that, but you didn’t mind. Sometimes feeling was a nice reminder. She stops after a moment, and you watch her lips form the beginning of a question. Do you still what? Do you still shower three times a day? Do you still love her? Do you still trap wandering souls in your chamber to drain their blood? Do you still wait out by the docks? Do you still snort Fun Dip? Do you still have night terrors?
==> You take a hand away.
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